To start off you could say in not one to stick out in a crowed because when you look at a crowed the more unique a person is the more your eyes notice them. In retrospect I could try to stand out, but it wouldn't be in a favorable light compaired to those around me. So I'm the gray part of the crowed that blends in with my bland looks and avrage evrything, but I would hope my persoality is something of a novilty. I'm blunt, honest, and easygoing, but nothing seems to stop other people from avoiding me. Outside right now I hear people laghing and enjoying themselves along with my boyfriend and I'm like a ghost looking in the window at someone else's christmas. Suposidly I should feel bad and unwanted, but it doesn't really bother me. I wonder if that means there is something wrong with me, but I think I'm just one of those people that isn't very socialable. I would rather be with my books then with others, and I've already read through most of the book I just picked up. It's called Vicious Grace by M.L.N. Hanover, and It is really visually apealing. The book involves a hospital that was designed like Red Rose in that Sephen King book, but for a perpouse that is less then expected. It was made to be a jail for a monster. I haven't goten to the end yet so I can't elaborate, and I'm probably dragging it out not wanting to finish it. Parting is such sweet sorrow...
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